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"And brandy”- Me “Grooooss…. Let’s just get high”-Kourtni"

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 17:45:12 -0600

““And brandy”- Me
“Grooooss…. Let’s just get high”-Kourtni”

Lee showed me this

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 19:07:07 -0600

Lee showed me this

Up and Down

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 04:02:54 -0600

I don’t know what is wrong with me. I am so up and down with my emotions towards people. First i liked him then denied that i did, of course i still did and now he likes uma more than me. :( I always do that, think im not good enough that i block myself from potential happyness. I should have learned from love and other disasters.

BEST

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 21:39:06 -0600

BEST

thedailywhat: This Noise.

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 21:28:14 -0600

thedailywhat:

This Noise.

You Live and You ROT

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 10:22:17 -0600

nothing to do so im going to write
i cant think of a time when i felt this way before
so many things and ideas are happening
everything seems like its waiting for something
just one more day i tell myself but i am just living for the day after that.
please dont go i just cant be alone
i try to be so tough and i pretend like i got this shell and i dont let anyone in
but the truth is everything they say cuts me apart
i try not to let it show anymore because i want to be strong
and i dont want to crumble the way i used to everytime someone said something the least bit mean but i cant take all this even though i have no clue whats bringing me down maybe im still scared to see whats in frount of my eyes does anyone ever have the strenght to see this world for what it is
and what we are just a blip in time some of us make history in big ways and others in small ways but regardless of what we do we are going to die
its scary when your little you never think about how one day there wont be a tomorrow you never think that one day you wont think what will it be like when will it happen no one knows it seems so random and then its over theres nothing people around you live and you rot

I Wrote this years ago

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 07:21:57 -0600

It makes no sense but i love it:

i have some silly geese to talk about with you
i miss you more then a bear and a turtle combiened
only been away for a few hours
but i miss you like an addict misses drugs
if you were here right now we would be dancing
and painting my dogs face
like always
and then we would sneak into erics house
and dance with da poneys he keeps in his backyard
with the odocky o deck o dock o deck o dock o decky amor

fuck year candy land

MR MASHEELL ISLAND YOU WANNA PEICE
I AINT GIVING THIS SHIT AWAY

you gotta pay

Fleetwood the later sweetwaters with UMA

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 04:21:05 -0600

Fleetwood the later sweetwaters with UMA

Letters c. 2005

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 04:02:22 -0600

im going through the boxes that are full of memories from my highschool years.
i have come across many letters written to me in class and other times.. so i am posting them here.

12/20/05

Julia,
Yo foo’!
Whats happenin’?
I am so glad my mother’s going to Kansas! And there’s no school! what could be better? I think Andrew’s going to take me out to get drunk.
Someone sprayed some supergood smelling perfume in my class.
We were listening to the Spice Girls, then Iron Madien, and now we are listening to some classic rock Beatle-esque thing, good mix, you know?
On the back of this is my letter to Madame Hanrath,
School is nearly over,
School is nearly over,
School is nearly over,
We are almost halfway through Freshman year! Woo Hoo!
Love ya baby,
Gabrielle <3

Julia!
1 more school day! Just one more!
Anya has a thing for Jay. Haha, who dosen’t! That boy…
I HATE Eden, she sucks hard
I’m really tired,
This is a short note,
I have 2 minutes to go,
FridayFridayFridayFriday,
Just go on chanting it,
Only one more day!
LOVELOVELOVE,
Gabrielle

1/20/06

Julia,
Why I am getting so much shit for this dress? Fuck all y’all is what i say. I like it and it’s cute. And the all knowing Kelly and masterful Andrew Brown say it’s sweet. I don’t give a shit about anbody else’s opinion.
WEEKEND!
yesssssss…..
So, I can’t breathe in this dress. It’s really binding. Oh well! Anything for fashion.

The only problem with going to bed is waking up in the morning

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 16:17:46 -0600

i can’t put into words how this feels. Empty lonely the most painful thing in the world, i don’t belong here. Im in the wrong place in the wrong time i am a window in a demolishing house. I can no longer do anything i can’t move i can’t get away. Around every corner it waits to devour me. I don’t wish to do this any longer.

Amazing Clothing

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:17:59 -0600

Amazing Clothing

Job Safari

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 09:17:53 -0600

So i am back on the job hunt! Sadly i lost my job after a two and a half week hiatus because of a tragic glass accident. Basically just getting glass in my foot and needing surgery, getting the surgery and having to be off my feet for two weeks. Now i have to find a new job which is near impossible here in Michigan with our shitty economy. I need to save up money though if i want to try and go to a better culinary school (better than WCC that is). Of course now i have come down with a horrible cough/cold which was caught from Gabe.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH GABE! Anyway wish me luck.

Photos from the ER a few days before my surgery. Top: My foot...

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 06:17:56 -0600

Photos from the ER a few days before my surgery.

Top: My foot after they cut it open for the 2nd time

Bottom: Uma was a trooper she took me to the ER and sat with me the whole the time and even got us food! I love her.

Inhale deeper

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 03:11:21 -0600

Julia: smoke the cough away right gabe?
Gabrielle: always
Julia: cough cough its not workng haha +i
Gabrielle: well then inhale deeper! (just kidding...)
Julia: ha you are trying to kill me
Gabrielle:of course not. OH MY GOD ITS 4 GOOD NIGHT
Julia: GOOD NIGHT SIR

HELP

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 12:40:56 -0600

It seems that these days all i can do is write crappy poetry and post it here. Maybe this has something to do with being immobile. I have a feeling it is. I can barely walk, it is such a chore. Hopefully Friday i will get my stitches out, until then i suffer the fact that my friends prefer people who can walk and drink over literally lame me.

Sucks that it is almost Halloween too! My favourite holiday will most likely be spent at my house handing out candy to kids and then off to my lonely room to be alone. No body likes a cripple that can’t do shit. I can’t even do anything for myself. I need so much help all the time. People are more than willing to help me too, don’t get me wrong, but i feel horrible asking for help all the time

I am used to helping others out, not asking for help.

thedailywhat: OMG! Adorbz of the Day: Disapproving bear...

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 12:18:28 -0600

thedailywhat:

OMG! Adorbz of the Day: Disapproving bear disapproves of your shenanigans.

[via.]

This one is for Uma!

Hope you Freeze

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 08:28:00 -0600

If i didn’t come home for a few days would you notice? Have i become the furniture? Only used when company is over but generally forgotten. I am your walking place your stepping stones getting you from one place to the other with little more than a thank you. Purely utilitarian with a hint of fashion i am no more to you than a scarf keeping you warm when the world is cold. But even every scarf has its day to shine. I am leaving i will get lost in the laundry and never be found. You can’t use me anymore or throw me on the floor with your other discarded items. I will leave you behind in the cold. to long have i been keeping you away from the bitter nip of winter. I hope without me you will learn to cope something i could never give you.

My sisters rugby team. I am joining in the Spring!

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 05:27:57 -0600

My sisters rugby team. I am joining in the Spring!

From left to right: Me, Athena (my sister), Maria (her GF)

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 02:26:56 -0600

From left to right: Me, Athena (my sister), Maria (her GF)

zzellers: dalasverdugo: david: via benjaminpalmer...

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:26:56 -0600

zzellers:

dalasverdugo:

david: via benjaminpalmer and jayparkinsonmd

Very cool.

This is amazing